welL, hasnt it been an exciting week! [well, not really] broke my achilles heel. hurts like fuck. oh fuck i momentarily forgot how to spell "hurts" . just got flashback from prep, when didnt know how to spell "same". damn silent 'e' . i started to cry. i wrote "sam" then im like 'noo...thast not rite!... but how do i make it look like 'same'?!?" was just then trying to spell 'hurts' like this; "hearts" . then im like "noo! thats hearts! i want hurts!!!!!!! *feels tears coming on* has revelation... wait, maddie. this isnt prep. youre NOT 5 years old. you spell 'hurts' with a 'u'. dumbass."

..yes, and i sometimes have dreams in french. or in british accents. they're my favourite. especially if alex turners in em. =D =D!! ....

anyway <<moooving on>>

does fucking hurt. but thast beyond the point. the point is.... errrrr........ um im tired. stuffed with korean food and teeth are furry. ewwww

mum invited drunk friends over for asian take-out, lots of beer/wine/shots and talking that slowly increases in volume as intoxication builds. fucking bored. so take a read of these lyrics from "Bigger boys and stolen sweethearts". makes me sad, then i think of money earnt buy song and feel lots less sorry. alot less sorry.

Now you don’t know what she’s up to

You can only assume that

She’s not having fun at the shops, and

They’ve gone to his room

But she’s gone round in her school stuff

Bet that’s what he likes

I know you thought she were different

And you thought she were nice

But she’s not nice

She’s pretty fucking far from nice

She’s looking at you funny rarely looking at you twice

Bigger boys and stolen sweethearts,

Oh you’re better off without her anyway

You said you wasn’t sad to see her go

Yeah, but it’s clear you were though

Did you hear what she’s been doin’?

Never did it for me!

He picks her up from the school gate

At twenty past three

She’s been with all of the boys but

Never went very far

She wagged English and Science

Just to go in his car

Bigger boys and stolen sweethearts,

Oh I’m better off without her anyway

I said I wasn’t sad to see her go

Yeah, But I’m only pretending you know

Yeah I’m only pretending you know

I was only pretending you know

I was only pretending you know